What does that someone mean by saying that if he didn't sign, i couldnt get married? Does my cert even have your name on it? No what.. Lol. Funny la. And as for another someone, he said, he didn't care. Another BIG lol. So what's the meaning of those? To you not a big deal, but for me, it is! In future when you read this, think about what you said lah. Haiss.. Lemme ask you, GETTING MARRIED BECAUSE YOU LOVE THAT PERSON, OR GETTING MARRIED BECAUSE THE GIRL IS PREGNANT?
I just wana say that if you choose the, 'getting married bcos the girl is pregnant', go die. Not sincere.
Monday, October 24, 2011
6:37 AM
Hello baby bloggy.
Im here to tell you that i've got a job.
BUT, im scared..
Not scared of working.. But scared that i may get hurt again. Haizz..
Really am scared. When at times i wanted to trust you, you perangai. How am i suppose to be NOT scared? Hmm. Well, good luck to me for finding a job.
Good luck for tmr! ;)
Goodnight.
Im here to tell you that i've got a job.
BUT, im scared..
Not scared of working.. But scared that i may get hurt again. Haizz..
Really am scared. When at times i wanted to trust you, you perangai. How am i suppose to be NOT scared? Hmm. Well, good luck to me for finding a job.
Good luck for tmr! ;)
Goodnight.
Saturday, October 8, 2011
7:48 PM
If it was not for you, i dont know what i'll do..
Im leading sucha sad life.. Yes, im sad now. I can only tell you how i feel, here. If not for you, where would i express my feelings.. To whom? I dont have anyone to talk to. I'll tell you why im sad..
Here goes.. I hope tears won't fall as im typing this..
Well, from what i can see & feel..
It seems like he has lost interest in me.. Feels like there's no more love.. What can i do without him? Nothing. I need him to breath.. But with the situation i'm facing now, i don't know how much longer it could last..
I was wishing for a 'happily ever after' marriage.. But, where's the happiness now? Tell me. He din't show much care now.. I have noone to comfort me, when i cry.. I cry alone. He never show any concern anymore.. But what can i do? Cry? My tears have already dried out.. The heart have already broke into, not pieces.. But into billion pieces.. Can never be amend. What do i want from him? I'll tell you.. A little love, care & concern will do. Just a lil bit will do if you can't give more. You don't know that i'd do anything to mamke you happy. I'd sacrifice anything for you. Anything for you. But you just did'nt realise what i can do for you. Yes, you still did'nt realise.. I just want you to say that you love me. It's not hard right.. But yes it is if you dont.. I just want you to say it to me, not any other guy.. Why? Cause i've been loving you for almost 3 years now, since the first day we met. I hate the situation we're in right now.. But im missing the time that we first met. Though its the akward moment, but imstill love it. Though you havent had feelings for me at that time, i have. Though you didn't think i was hot at that time, i had. The first time we kissed. I missed that. The first time we hugged, i miss that too. The first time you lend me a shoulder to cry, yes i miss that too, baby.. I just want to feel loved by you. Only by you, i dont want anybody else. I just love you, & forever will i want you in my life, even if you dont. Because my hearts says i should just love you, and only you. Noone else baby.
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
9:11 AM
Hello. It's been so long since i updated this blog. Sudden feeling wana update, yea.. So here am i.. Well, things have been a little rocky in this family. Idk how to say this. Lost my job, have to look for another, troublesome. Hmm. My baby Amirul have finally learn how to walk. So happy for him. Clever boy.. Well, i feel like things between me & him is not like before.. Mcm lesser love. I dont know how to describe this feeling. Like so scared, & confused.. He's so much different now. Not like the one i knew before.. Ya ya, marriage life.. Have to be patience in everything we do. Think before you talk.. Think before you do something.. You'll never know what's going to happen next.. Whenever you think your life is perfect, it's actually not. This life we're living is not a fairytale.. Fairytales have happy ending.. But us, in reality.. Do u think we have happy endings? NO. & there no such thing as, faithful guys in this earth. Bullshit lah. All guys same lah. Same bullshit, same story..
Treasure the ones who love you.
Monday, July 4, 2011
1:44 AM
NAK TUMBOK TUMBOK MUKE DIE PLEASE.
Acherli ah, i want to update this rusty blog.
But then, i dont know what to say.
Hahahahhaha! K, bye.
Acherli ah, i want to update this rusty blog.
But then, i dont know what to say.
Hahahahhaha! K, bye.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
12:11 AM
Don't i deserve to be happy? Haiyo, please lah. Forever kau akan pentingkan orang laen drpd aku & amirul. Tak penting ke kite due ni? I dont understand la. Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.HATE IS OVER TAKING LOVE.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
10:47 AM
Hi. Kite pegy KL. YAY! Bye.