I can`t do things right .
At my own home & even at bby`s crib ..
Do everything salah .
I just hate myself .
Sorry ehh , not emo-shiting .
But , it`s true .
People who know me ,
Will know how clumsy & stupid I am .
I wish I wasn`t even born to this world .
Have to go through embarrassment all the time .
You ask me to do this , & when I do wrongly ,
You call me stupid .
That`s why I don`t like helping people .
I wana leave everything behind me . & leave all the pain behind .
I hate my life .
Nothing has ever make me happy .
Or nothing that i`ve done have made me feel satisfied .
&& one more thing ,
Please urh ,
I don`t want to be as label ,
“ONLY USE WHEN NEEDED” .
You knw ,
It would be great if someone can be my listening ear .
That`s the only thing I want now .
I can`t stand the heartpain .
Even baby ,
He doesn`t understands . & he won`t listen to my nonsense .
Seee , I told you i`ve got noone .
Luckily there`s my blog ,
Where I could like , pour out all my feelings ..
If not , I would not know what to do .
Cry all night ? Hmmmm .
When the time I din`t when home .
Who cares ? Tell me . Did anyone ? Well , I don`t know .
When I din`t want to study anymore . DID anyone cares ?
Like again , NO right ?
Forever noone will care lah kan .
I need a pair of listening ears .
Anyone ? Haha .