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LOVE :

I dint know there could be a first time to everything.. But, yesterday proves it.

Yesterday, for the very first time, you left without a word. && yesterday, you left me crying all alone. & i rmb, the very first time, you met another girl. & the first time, you chatted with another girl. & the first time you texted another girl. & the first time you called another girl. & the first time you said you wanted her. All of your first time is soo hurting for me. You knew i cant let go, & thats why all first times happen. Right? Not trying to say anything.. But, just stating a fact. I`ve sacrifice so much for you. Do you even notice it? I miss alot of family function, it`s either because i was with you or i dint have a choice and i couldnt go. But, most of the reasons, is because im with you right? Im saying all this not trying to say that you`re wrong in any way or so whatever, but you yourself just think for yourself lah. & yst, i dint know you went home. I sat outside the hse for 3hours, thinking that you`re inside the house. But, when i went it at last, i dint know you were long gone. How could youuuu. Haiz. Now that i`ve stated all your first times, can i ask a question? What were you trying to show from all the first time that you`ve done? I mean like, are you toying with my feelings all this while? I hope so no. Psst, i feel like killing a baby! Muahaahaha! Eh, blogging bout love is not wrong kan? & doesnt mean i blog bout him, i dont love him. I love him okay. Cumer, i got noone to talk to. So i blog bout it. Stoopid, i know. But, the thing is, i very very dissapointed when you leave without saying a word or two. Hmm. & do you even notice that i`m trying to not be rude to you? Obviously you dont notice it. Btol tak? & for whatever reasons that you have to hurt me, i`ll be patience.. To love is to be patience too, kan? Hee. Alaaaaamak, ILOVEYOUSOMUCH la buntal. ;D

10Mnths in 11 more days. (;

JODOH JIN?/ JODOH SYAITAN?/ JODOH TUHAN? Hah. Nyettttt~

LIFE :

You know, my life`s been so like the very boring you know.. Everyday at home. Watch tv. Do nothing. Pfft~ & now, i very very very hungry.. Yst night, nvr eat anything. Just now morning, ingtkn nk pegy mac, mkn breakfast. Budden tkde org nk teman mah, so nehmind lorh. ;( Sedih siaaaaa. Hmm, now nie, mcm nk buat jemput-jemput yg bby buat tuh.. But, i dont knw hw to do. Nnt mira buat, tk sedaaaaaaaap. -_-

Haiyooo. & my stomach uh, mcm cb lorh. I sleep-sleep-sleep. dhen cramp mcm like what like that. Cramp giler sioooooooooooooooooooooool, tk bedekkk. & now, i very bored. Noone at home. My kakak sleep. I use comp. Pastu rumah so sunyi. Nyaha.

I VERY HUNGRY! I VERY HUNGRY! I VERY HUNGRY!