Dear Amirul, who is shouting shouting beside mama right now. Haha, dont know why you shout shout.. Da pekik pekik, pastu nanges.. Haha.
Mama and papa are okay now..
Even though we fight, & quarell & wrestling each other,
We still love each other so much.
*pause* Your nenek amek you lah sayang.. Nk gy birthday party ehhh. Haha, go have fun lah.
Kay continuing my story..
Errrrrr, ape ehhhh.
Bile kiter due da baek baek kn sayang,
Dhen kiter story2,
Ckp mane kiter pegy lah & all. Hahahhah~
& so yst night, i was out of the house.. Till 4.30AM.
Alone taoo. Kirekn mcm pegy tenangkn fikiran gituuu. Haha.
& papa came home at 6 i think..
I waited and waited fr him, & phew~ At last smpai jgak die..
We dint talked to each other at first..
Dhen papa you ni, nk step emotional.. Dgr lagu "Bila Cinta".
Pastu i was the one who nk baek baek ngn die dulu..
Tapi die jual mahal.. Nk action..
Dhen i also buat bodoh.. Cryyyy ajer..
Dhen da tu, jeng jeng jeng... Die pulak pujok... Hahahhaha~
He say sorry. Hug, kiss. Everything. See my leg yg lebam, yg die pijak pijak tu!
Yah, dhen everything is okay now..
He`s sleeping so soundly right now, in front of me...
Oh baby,
Just now mama gave you chocolate tao.
Haha, your frist ever chocolate.. Cadbury..
You jilat jilat.. Nice kn baby.. Hehee~
But dhen papa tak kasi pulak..
Die kater ape tao, "Tkmo kasi chocolate lah. Nnt da besar gemok, tk hensem."
Ape jer, haha.
Dhen mama stop kasi, pastu you mengamok nk lagy..
But sorry lah.. Nnt da besar, mkn lah chocolate banyak banyak kay.
Gemok pon takper, janji happy eh sayang.
Papa said that he`ll be bringing me go eat waffle, at gelare!
Wooohoooo~ Waffle + ice cream, here i come.
Tag replies :
DaratistaJunior ; Hmm, thanks hunney. Yah, imma be strong. Very very strong. (:
Sasha ; Trying to. (: Thx.
Niniieeyy. - Nice knowing you too babe. Okay lah tkper.. Nnt klao terserempak lagy, kite tegor2 okay. (:
Passerby - Thank you. Im seventeen this year..
ShashaBintang. - Thanks fr dropping byyyyy~
Iirah. - Hehe, same here. Missed you! <3
Mya. - come again soon! xD
Kay dah! Done replying tags~
Baby, you`re gona be 4 months tmr! xD
Friday, October 8, 2010
2:00 PM
My dear,
Muhammad Amirul Azmirwan..
Someday, you`ll read my blog & know whats going on in your mama`s life..
Well, first & foremost,
I want you to know that i really love you alot.
Please stay by my side always & never ever make me sad, when you`re all grown up okay, sayang.
Today, was the worst day i guess.
Mama & papa fought again.
& you know sayang, i hurt my foot. It hurts. Blue black. :'(
I dont know whats the problem with us.
Is it my attitude? Haiz..
I dont know why i was so, over-protective over your papa.
Maybe just because im scared that history will repeats itself..
Im very very sad. Im even crying right now, while typing this.
It hurts alot, baby.
Papa was so furios with mama just now.
I hate him so much just now, but at the same time.. I really really cant let go,
Cause i really love him so much.
If only he would understands why i did this & that..
Now, im even more scared..
Im afraid he`ll leave..
But, i hope so not,
Cause you`re the one whose gona have to bear the consequences later on..
& i dont want that, my darling..
I dont know what else to say already..
Im just very very very very sad.. :(
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
2:25 AM
Hubby just text me , saying that he`s not coming back today , & will be coming back tmr morning . Hmm , tapi ntah . Not sure die balek ker tak . Hohoho ^^ && now , JENG JENG JENG ! Mcm lady gaga ke mcm alien ? Obviously mcm alien , i know . Hahha ! Siowww siowww , so boring liaoooo . Currently , im chatting with friends . Amirul , sleeping . Hubby`s at werk . Cant wait fr sunday , amirul 4 mnths ! Weeeeee ~~
Tgk amirul tido nie , mcm ye ye ajer .. Pelok bantal busuuuk die tuu . Hahaa .
I really really miss my mama .
Its been days since i met here .
Susah niek nk jmper dier skg .
Da lah tgl johor . Hmm .
I also dont know when my nxt trip to johor will be ..
Errrr , i miss her very muchhhhhy .
Tagboard & Formspring , Jgn lah mati ! Please ~
Monday, October 4, 2010
3:31 PM
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeee! My face soooooooo cacat! xDHieeeeeeeeee kawan-kawan.
Its 6.45AM, & im still not asleep. Hubby just went to work. Actually nari dier off. Budden last min kene pegy, cause ade standy. & he wont be back till wed/thurs. Bodoh kn. Errr. Now kn, my craving fr oat, makin menjadie jadie. I`ve not eaten a single chocolate in days! Oh gosh! Eh ehhh, know whaaaaaaaaaaat?Amirul`s gona be 4 months coming sunday! Weeeeeeeeee! Da besar dierr..& on the 14th, gona bring him to poly, fr immunisation. xD Hmm, oklahh.. Till here aje lah. Nk sambung maen game. (:Sorry keesha, will link you soon. Mlas lah nk link skg. Hehee. Nnt i link you okay when my mlas-ness dah go away. Hehe!
P.S : Sometimes, i feel like im a bad daughter in law. ;(
Saturday, October 2, 2010
11:02 PM
Hello. xD
Bye.
SwityKecik. Aww, your welcome hunns. Take good care of your darling babyg alryte! (:
Rose, yes. Im seventeen. With a child, & married. Thanks anw! ;D
Rhera, will link you soon. & others too! Now mlas lah. Hehe.
Sasha. Better keep me updated hor! If not, i tnk friend you lagy.. Hah!
NanaOnyukina, okay lah dhen. Klao da tak busy, make sure msg aku taoo. Kk.
Anne James, hehe. Nk gigit Amirul? Cannot lah. Nnt he cry cry howwwww.
Mya, thanks hunns!