Im leading sucha sad life.. Yes, im sad now. I can only tell you how i feel, here. If not for you, where would i express my feelings.. To whom? I dont have anyone to talk to. I'll tell you why im sad..

Here goes.. I hope tears won't fall as im typing this..

Well, from what i can see & feel..

It seems like he has lost interest in me.. Feels like there's no more love.. What can i do without him? Nothing. I need him to breath.. But with the situation i'm facing now, i don't know how much longer it could last..

I was wishing for a 'happily ever after' marriage.. But, where's the happiness now? Tell me. He din't show much care now.. I have noone to comfort me, when i cry.. I cry alone. He never show any concern anymore.. But what can i do? Cry? My tears have already dried out.. The heart have already broke into, not pieces.. But into billion pieces.. Can never be amend. What do i want from him? I'll tell you.. A little love, care & concern will do. Just a lil bit will do if you can't give more. You don't know that i'd do anything to mamke you happy. I'd sacrifice anything for you. Anything for you. But you just did'nt realise what i can do for you. Yes, you still did'nt realise.. I just want you to say that you love me. It's not hard right.. But yes it is if you dont.. I just want you to say it to me, not any other guy.. Why? Cause i've been loving you for almost 3 years now, since the first day we met. I hate the situation we're in right now.. But im missing the time that we first met. Though its the akward moment, but imstill love it. Though you havent had feelings for me at that time, i have. Though you didn't think i was hot at that time, i had. The first time we kissed. I missed that. The first time we hugged, i miss that too. The first time you lend me a shoulder to cry, yes i miss that too, baby.. I just want to feel loved by you. Only by you, i dont want anybody else. I just love you, & forever will i want you in my life, even if you dont. Because my hearts says i should just love you, and only you. Noone else baby.